Why go Postal.

Postal I do understand why people take this root. I received 3 separate serious injuries during my 1970-74 tour in the Marine Corps (MC). I killed others with a bayonet. I every day remember as I removed my hand from his mouth this who appeared to be 11 or 12 yr old die as he fell to the ground. I took my weapon back from him and moved on. I came back to a nation with a traumatic brain injury. I only had the memory of life as a Marine. The MC released me into a society I did not belong. I to this day question and have trouble understanding. I started life in the middle. The foundation of learning and memory one receives from childhood, I do not have. I had killed before I remember meeting my family, VA Dr’s have referred to me as a test case, to see how someone with no memory reacts. Yesterday some one told me I have demon’s in my head. I came with in seconds of killing myself. Reality no longer exists in my world. I did not kill my self because I saw a picture of the new GM mini-mini (Trax). I saw hope that if a U.S. business can move on with all it’s trouble I must continue to volunteer help other U.S. citizens. It does not take brains to be a Marine, just a unwavering love for the United States.

The Madbury NH selectmen openly admit to using government powers to destroy people they do not like. Judge Peter Fauver commits 29 or more Constitutional crimes to harm the individual while protecting the Madbury selectmen. I volunteer my time to help this family and the NH judicial system cover’s up Fauver’s criminal acts. The NH state government uses the power of government to cover up the crimes and to inflict pain and suffering on my family to stop my volunteering help to this family. The newspapers continuously degrade my character in the public eye. The newspapers and state governor interfered with a free election in which I ran this last year. When I ran for local school board the newspapers so damage my image that I heard a child as I past on the street ask his Parents “if I am the man if elected will kill the kids in his school”.

There is not a conspiracy here. Just a complacent society that is only interested in it’s self. People are so afraid if they speak to loudly the government and friends of will come down on them as it has me. Going Postal is a solution. I will never harm other United States citizens. Killing my self is another solution. It is funny how a little car can give hope that someone will help this United States Marine. I volunteer because I came back alive. I should not have. Better men than me died and I will not let you destroy what they gave their lives for. This is a great country that has a Constitution which gives this Madbury NH family equal rights to be protected by the law no matter how long it takes. I do understand. I just do not know what?

Peter Macdonald Sgt USMC Semper Fi 465 Packersfalls rd Lee NH 03824 603-659-6217

e-mail this to the NH governor at john.lynch@nh.gov